Christmas was really awesome, even though its really, really weird being home. I've been avoiding being here for awhile now, and I'm not sure why. It's been nice seeing old friends, nice spending so much time with my parents (individually, not together). I guess being home just reminds me of the person I used to be. I'm different now. Not fundamentally, but still different. College has changed me, my friends and life there. And when I'm here, well...it's like a tug of war. I feel myself slipping into the person I was a year ago, but trying to hold back. I love these people, but I'm just not sure they understand who I am now. I guess that's just the way it goes.
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